Roxanne Lynnette Vela

1993 - 2007
LocationSebastian, Texas
Age14 years
Cause of DeathAccident
Date of Birth07/02/1993
Date of Death30/11/2007
Visitors3,873 since 24/11/2008
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My Roxy was my first and oldest grandchild. She was a beautiful, intelligient, happy, oh so full of
life grandchild. She and I had a wonderful relationship. SHe would call me "MAMO" ... whether at
the mall or whereever we would go, people would assume she was my daughter. She was my life, my
everything. I miss her so very much, and wish everyday that I would wake up from this terrible
nightmare and have her back with me safe and sound. SHe loved going to the Mall, oh she would just
love that. She loved dancing this game, at the Arcade. Movies and playing the guitar was another one
of her weakness. Everyday, I cry for my Roxy, missing her so very much.



════╔══╗Gone But
════║══║Not Forgotten
═╔══╝══╚══╗♥ ♰ ♥ ♰
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════║══║Put This On Your
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════║══║Someone Who Is In
════║══║Heaven's Garden

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IF ONLY YOU HAD A PHONE, ROXY

I cannot dial your number,
I can't get through to you,
I called the operator,
She did all that she could do.

There is no code to heaven,
I cannot place the call,
No numbers left to try,
I reckon i've tried them all.

If heaven had a phone,
I'd ring you every day,
If heaven had a phone,
There's things i wanna say.

Tell you that i love you,
Miss you since you went away,
And how much i prayed to god,
That he could let you stay.

Oh ROXY if heaven had a phone,
There's things i want you to know,
Things i want to tell you,
How do you feel,
Should i stay or should i go.

Are you looking over me,
Do you see me cry a tear,
Questions i wanna ask,
Answers i need to hear.

If heaven had a phone,
I'd ring you every day,
My life has no meaning,
Since the day god took you away,
I only know the sadness,
More tears again today.

Maybe one day i'll smile without you,
Until then i will always cry,
One day the sun may shine for me,
Like it did for you and i.

My life was for tomorrow,
Now my life is yesterday,
I cannot face this world alone,
Please ROXY show me the way.

If heaven had a phone,
I'd ring you every day'
If heaven had a phone,
I'd hear your voice,JUST TO know you're okay.

I just want to speak to heaven,
Please do you have a direct line,
Operator keep saying, sorry no number.

I MISS YOU SO MUCH, ROXANNE... LOVE YOU UP TO THE SKY, OUR FAVORITE WORDS...

MAMO

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I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT BEING AROUND AS MUCH, THANK YOU TO ALL OF MY GTS FRIENDS, WHO HAVE LIGHTED
CANDLES FOR MY ROXY, AND THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. IT HAS BEEN SUPER HARD AND IT SEEMS IT IS GETTING
HARDER FOR ALL OF US.

PLEASE CONTINUE TO STOP BY AND THANK YOU AGAIN FOR YOUR SUPPORT.

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Roxanne
She was the light of our eyes
The sunshine after the rain
Our beautiful roxanne, roxanne
One day we will meet again.

She now is the star in the night
The one that shine so bright
Our beautiul roxanne, roxanne
Comes to us nearly every night.

There will never be another
So beautiful as roxanne
Not ever in this life
Or since the world began.

We will hold her in our hearts
Shall never let her go
I love her and i miss her
From me roxanne, dear Mamo.

Copyright© Frances Garcia.


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Just because I no longer
stand in front of your eyes
doesn't mean you can't see me.
Close them,I am there.

Just because I no longer
answer when you call my name
doesn't mean you can't hear me.
Speak softly, listen carefully,
there is my voice.

Just because I can no longer
touch your hands
doesn't mean you can't feel me.
Hold on to another,
my arms are there.

Just because I am no longer there
to show you I love you
doesn't mean my love is gone.
Place your hand on your heart,
feel its beat.I am there.


I hope that you all have a lovely
day,takecaere with love as always
linda.xxx

Linda Hutt March 31, 2009

AND SPRING IS HERE AGAIN,
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AND THE HAWTHORNS QUICKENS WITH BUDS
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OF GREEN.
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AND MY HEART WITH BUDS OF PAIN,
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MY HEART ALL WINTER LAY SO NUMB,
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THE EARTH SO DEAR AND FRORE
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THAT I NEVER THOUGHT THE SPRING
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WOULD COME.
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OR MY HEART WAKE ANY MORE.
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BUT WINTER'S BROKEN AND EARTH WOKEN,
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AND THE SMALL BIRDS CRY AGAIN,
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AND THE HAWTHORN HEDGE PUTS FORTH
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IT'S BUDS,
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AND IN MY HEART PUTS FORTH ITS PAIN.
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WITH LOVE AS ALWAYS LINDA.

Linda Hutt March 19, 2009

♥♥GOODNIGHT SWEET ANGEL ♥♥

If we could have a lifetime wish
and one dream that could come true
We would pray to God with all our
hearts just to see and speak to you
A thousand words won’t bring you back
We know because we’ve tried
and neither will a million tears
We know because we’ve cried
You’ve left behind our broken hearts
and precious memories too
But we’ve never wanted memories
We only wanted you LOVE AND HUGS ALWAYS SHANNON XXX

Shannon Kimball March 18, 2009

Hello, Old Friend,
Oh, yes, you know
I lost my child a while ago.
No, no please
Don’t look away
And change the subject
It’s ok.
You see, at first I couldn’t feel,
It took so long, but now it’s real.
I hurt so much inside you see
I need to talk,
Come sit with me?
You see, I was numb for so very long,
And people said, “My, she is so strong.”
They did not know I couldn’t feel,
My broken heart made all unreal.
But then one day, as I awoke
I clutched my chest, began to choke,
Such a scream, such a wail,
Broke from me…
My child! My child!
The horror of reality.
But everyone has moved on, you see,
everyone except for me.
Now, when I need friends most of all,
Between us there now stands a wall.
My pain is more than they can bear,
When I mention my child,
I see their blank stare.
“But I thought you were over it,”
Their eyes seem to say,
No, no, I can’t listen to this, not today.
So I smile and pretend, and say, “Oh, I’m ok”.
But inside I am crying, as I turn away.
And so my old friend, I shall paint on a smile,
As I have from the start,
You never knowing all the while,
All I’ve just said to you in my heart.

Lynn Robinson, Nicola'S Mam (GTS Friend) March 12, 2009

Never think you are on your own
I`d never let you walk alone
When you`re down and want to cry
Let it out, let your tears run dry,
I watch and guide you everyday
So that you can find your way
And when you`re down and in despair
Just call my name and i`ll be there,
Right by your side through good and bad
But you need never feel sad,
Until it`s time for your journey home
Just remember you`re not on your own
We`ll meet again sometime soon
And we`ll be together, like the stars and moon

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god bless angel.xxx.

Linda Hutt March 7, 2009

COMFORT
Surrounded by friends
yet all alone
the one I loved
God has called home
the hugs of friends
helps ease the pain
and I know my loss
is my loved one's gain
but tears now flow
across my face
as I long for just
one more embrace
then comfort comes
and I see Christ's face
He hugs my loved one
and I feel God's grace

Karen Stringer (GTS Friend) March 7, 2009

I stood by your bed last night
I came to have a peep,
I could see that you were crying
and you found it hard to sleep,
I whispered to you softly
as you brushed away a tear,
its me I havn't left you, i'm well
i'm fine, i'm here,
I was close to you a breakfast
I watched you pour your tea,
you were thinking of the many times
your hands reached out to me,
I was with you at the shops today
you're arms were getting sore,
I longed to take your parcels
I wish I could do more,
I was with you at my grave today
you tend it with such care,
I want to reassure you, that i'm not
lying there,
I walked with you towards the house
as you fumbled for your key,
I gently put my hand on you
I smiled and said 'its me'
you looked so very tired
and sank into a chair,
I tried so hard to let you know
that I was standing there,
its possible for me to be
so near to you every day,
to say to you with certainty
I never went away,
you sat there very quietly then smiled
I think you knew,
in the stillness of the evening
I was very close to you,
now the day is over.....I smile
and watch you yawning,
and say good night, god bless,
i'll see you in the morning,
and when the time is right for you
to cross the brief divide,
i'll rush across to greet you
and we'll stand side by side,
I have so many things to show you
there is so much for you to see,
be patient, live your journey out
then come home to be with me.

xxxxxx

Lynn Robinson, Nicola'S Mam (GTS Friend) March 6, 2009

ANGEL WINGS YOU WEAR
The day you left broke our hearts
and the tears fell like rain,
but knowing that you now have wings
helps to ease the pain.

♥ღ♥

We know now when the snow falls
it is Angel dust from you
and when we see a shooting star
our Angel just passed through.
♥ღ♥

The rain drops do not make us sad
for they are not tears,
but sprinkles of love falling down,
our Angel again is near.
♥ღ♥

The winter cold has even changed,
Jack Frost no longer exists,
it's now a visit from our Angel
and he's left a special gift.
♥ღ♥

You also visit in the night,
your wings flutter with grace,
we know now when we awaken
that an Angel has kissed our face.
♥ღ♥

When the days are warm and bright
and the sun shines from above,
we feel the warmth wrap around us,
you've given an Angel hug.
♥ღ♥

You are with us at all times,
every day and night,
you try to end the pain we have
and the tears that we still cry.
♥ღ♥

Though Heaven is your home now
and Angel wings you wear,
you stay close to those you love,
until they join you there.
♥ღ♥
FLY HIGH ANGEL FLY

Simone Lumsden March 2, 2009

What ever i do

im thinking of you

What ever i do

im missing you

What ever i do

Im sreaming inside

What ever i do

im still loving you

from the depth of my soul

IM LOST WITHOUT YOU

Shirley Burris February 26, 2009

How does a grandmother continue without her grandchild

SHE DOESNT

She may eat and she may sleep

She may breath and even speak

But

SHE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME !

Shirley Burris February 25, 2009
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